so you keep hoping something will make it alright, stop the pain in your chest, the choked sobs you can barely get out. not this time, little girl. this time it's only his smile and that look in his eyes that can bring you back to 'okay.' but he's not around and you're all alone.. you've probably never felt so alone in your life. so it feels like the end. it's really all over. you can let the feeling drift away from you now - but you won't. you made him a promise to never let go and you never will. never. you'll keep trying. and no matter his answer to this, you will always live knowing that you gave him all you had and that's the best you can do. these are the devotions of the broken hearted.