you do not respect me. what i want is not of your concern. you would spit in my face if i was bleeding. when i'm falling apart, you'll turn your head away. you don't want to see me when i'm not stable.. when i'm not strong. i can't be your hero when my eyes are pouring. and you'll just find another. there is no importance in me - only in what i stand for. and i can't stand for "personal savior" while you're breaking me down. so i'm looking in all the forbidden places we promised we never would.. just for a shock to the numb i've gotten so accustomed to feeling.