i have a road sign in my room that i found by a creek. i've had it for a long time and it used to have special meaning to me. granted, it is a pain in the ass because some of the only outlets in my room are behind that sign, so i have to move it everytime i want to plug something in - but i never noticed this until recently. someone brought to light that the sign is more of a disturbance than a decoration. i never considered getting rid of it until then. it seems like the proper thing to do. but now.. i'm wondering if i'd only be getting rid of it because someone else mentioned that it was annoying.. and i don't want to do that either. i just want to be myself and i can't ever decide what's right. these are the kind of day to day decisions that i can never make because i don't know what's right and what's wrong and what doesn't matter at all.